|Going Forward To the Atlantic Blue
||[May. 29th, 2009|11:58 pm]
So much on my mind. I feel its just me coming to grips of how life has been and how it is going to be for a while.
I don't know if a lot of people know, cause I've been pretty hush hush about getting a new car!! Yes, I finally got a car over two weeks ago now and I love it! It's a 2005 Toyota Corolla. It's black with a light gray interior. It's a beautiful car and drives beautifully! I still can't believe I got such a nice car, every time I get into it I have this feeling I have to give it back! So, crazy how my mind is. But, I was so use to the piece of crap I had earlier this year that I just never knew I could afford payments for a actually nice car. I love it. I named him Ace of Spades. Ace for short. I named my last car Maxamillion. I miss certain things about Max but after having Ace I don't really miss him anymore. Max will always be my first though <3
Speaking of payments, ugh. Not like I can't necessarily afford the payments its just like I had to adjust the way I pay for things and stuff. Trying to prioritize certain bills and setting things up where I can make ends meet. My wallet is not going to be full. I will be paying this car payment for the next 4 years. No complaints, just hoping I can get by with working part-time and pioneering. I just hope I will be able to make it. I can barely keep a savings cause I always find myself going back into it because I need money for gas or food. I really need to put myself on a serious budget. I don't know what to eliminate or what not to eliminate. Or, what I should downsize on and what is necessary. It's a lot.
On top of all of this I am moving to the den. Me and Aaron agreed to switch bedrooms. I bought a really nice down comforter from Target on clearance and new nice fitted sheets. Just to start. I have to buy paint. I want to paint my room this like burnt orange color. With the accent colors of cocoa and white. I think it'll come out really nice! I will take before and after pictures and take pictures. I always say I'll take pictures and never do but I will try my hardest to remember.
I want my hair long so bad! Sometimes I love my hair short but its going through a weird growing out stage and I just want my hair long so much right now! Ugh. Oh, well.
Well, I'm off to bed. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. Early run to the credit union, race to work. After work go out in field service and come home and start moving stuff to my new room!